A couple of months ago a friend told me that when their first impression of me was that I was a perfectionist. For those of you who really know me, your laughing while your reading this because I'm am nothing close to perfect(You know you loling right now). So i decided to finish this rant I made my freshman year at csun. It was just something i started to get all my thoughts out, and it turned out really nice.
All the Things I Am
I trip on things. I forget to say thank you. I’ve been taken advantage of. I like shopping, but never find anything worth buying. I eat junk food. I forget to call my parents. I listen to the same music over and over. I confuse my friends. I write poetry. My mom says I’m weird. I’m a therapist to my friends. I forget to wear my retainer. I’m the first Granddaughter. I like candles. My style is predictable. An old guy once told me I have a beautiful smile. I question the world. I do my HW at the last minute. I listen to musicals. I see beauty in random objects. I never turn my phone off. I like to take pictures. I don’t mind doing dishes. I spend money I don’t have at the .99-cent store. I spend way too much time online. I have become good friends with a person I met on myspace. I have a temper. I’m not good in Math. I believe things happen for a reason. I go to Shabbat on Friday nights even though I don’t speak Hebrew. I believe in luck. I lost my phone one time. I have grown as an individual since attending csun. I don’t do drugs. I’ve tried countless times to be a perfectionist. I have Disney posters on my walls. I’ve been told I’m a really good friend. I can’t live without music. I lose things. I wish I could draw. I cry in the shower. People think I have a perfect life. I have never broken a bone. I have glasses for reading. I believe in God. I couldn’t spell when I was little. I sing in the shower. I miss my childhood days. I volunteer. I like to read. I consider myself intelligent. I dress to impress when I’m with my grandmother. I like to Cook. I believe smart water really makes you smart. Looks are somewhat important to me, because I’m a college girl. I wanted to be an actress when I was younger. I get distracted easily. I was proposed to twice when I was in pre-school. I changed my ways, for a guy.I actually like school. I could listen to oldies music for hours. I think children are teachers of imagination and creativity. I get annoyed easily. I’m an optimist. I crack my fingers. I forget to make my bed. I watch cartoons. I’m sensitive. I like romantic comedies. I am envious of others. I’m not perfect. My backpack weighs more than it has to. I twitter. I’m realizing that everything will be okay, including me. I love Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. The librarians by my house know me. I’m shy when first meeting people. I'm not perfect, not even close. I'm just me.
(Freshman year of college-before donation of hair-07)
Summer before Junior year of college(09)
"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genious, and Id rather be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring".
- Marylin Monroe
